When YOU came
out in YOUR latex outfit, and i was permitted to see, i was
overwhelmed. YOU'RE so incredibly beautiful and fit.
When YOU called Master Mike to come and observe my degradation i was put in
a state of anxiety not knowing what would transpire when He arrived. YOU
had me take the doggy bags out of the bag and stack them.
YOU had originally planned to start by having me eat them before the live,
direct feeding but nature called. YOU tied me up in body bondage and laid
me on the floor. Then, citing YOUR urgency, YOU delivered a large load of
the wedding feast YOU had eaten the night before. i correctly
guessed that shrimp had been part of YOUR diet, and YOU said that calamari
had been too. It was so delicious to eat. The remains of the shrimp and
calamari were like bursting grapes in my mouth. YOUR shit was delicious. A
true seafood gourmand's delight.
When Master Mike arrived, I felt humiliated being naked, bound and lying on
the floor with shit in my mouth in the presence of You and a Master.
It instantly verified my inferiority as a mere shit eating slave.
Master Mike was enormously interested in watching YOU feed me one of the
doggy bags. i immediately guessed that it was meat of some kind because it
still had the texture and flavor of meat. i knew it was YOUR old shit that
i was eating, but that made no difference as i would do
anything to degrade myself for YOUR amusement.
Master Mike was amazed that i kept a hard on the whole time that i was
eating YOUR shit. (It came as no surprise to me!). Both YOU and Master Mike
took photos of me eating and being fed YOUR shit. I felt so totally
degraded knowing that these photos verified my status as a mere shit
eating slave who serves for the amusement of his Betters. Your mutual
laughter as You both took the photos confirmed my feelings.
YOU were very enthusiastic about my service until i vomited up YOUR shit. i
was so disappointed and i realized that i had failed YOU miserably. i had
also blown any chance to become "toilet of the Month".
YOU released me from my bondage and brutally used YOUR
strap -on. on me while Master Mike watched. i was incredibly humiliated to
have a Master watching my degradation as YOU fucked me up the ass hard as
YOU wanted and without regard for my comfort. i felt YOUR total control over
me and YOUR total contempt for me. i knew i was just a lowlife slut, a full
toilet slave who served for YOUR whims for YOUR amusement and YOUR
pleasure. i knew that YOU loved to show off YOUR power to YOUR
friends so they and YOU could laugh at my pathetic position in YOUR
life.
When Master Mike had to leave YOU wouldn't even let me kiss his boots
because i had had shit in my mouth. Then, YOU told me to lick up the vomited
shit. It was the most degrading thing i've ever done, but i did it because
i wanted to regain some stature in YOUR eyes.
How paradoxical! Eating vomited shit in order to increase one's stature!
The texture was liquidy and it was cold. i could feel it on my nose,
mouth and chin as i licked it up with my tongue. i did the best i could.
my nose, mouth and chin were covered with the shit. Then YOU took
more photos of me with YOUR vomited shit all over my face. YOU even showed
me the images on the camera's screen so that i could see proof positive how
i had served YOU just a moment before, how i was a mere beshitted full
toilet slave who willingly defiled himself for YOUR amusement.
i know i failed YOU as a full toilet slave. My performance was terrible
and i ever so humbly and regretfully apologize for such lousy performance,
but i am hoping to redeem myself by consuming more of YOUR shit the
next time i'm lucky enough to serve YOU.
i did finish the remaining doggy bags at home over the next two nights
accompanied by my own urine. They had become very runny after
having been
frozen and defrosted several times. But i ate them picturing YOU standing
over me and loving the scene of my eating YOUR shit.
my goal is to one day be YOUR Toilet of the Month. YOU are so beautiful and
commanding that i can't wait to serve YOU again as YOUR full toilet
slave. i am so appreciative to have had a chance to serve YOU. i've
learned from my mistakes and promise to be a better shit eating
slave for YOU in the future. i want so badly for that to come true,
DOMINA.
i beg YOU to let me serve YOU again DOMINA NIA and
try toachieve the status of "Toilet of the Month".
submissively YOURS.
toilet tony
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From matilda:
Mistress Nia,
I enjoyed our
session together very much and aside from a black eye and some facial bruises I
am not too much the worse for wear. I now know there are women who can truly
kick my ass and make me cower in fear.
Humbly and
Completely Yours,
matilda
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From toilet phil -#1:
Dearest Domina
Nia,
How can i thank
You? You have managed to get reactions from me that i have never had before,
driven me to tears, made me cry out like i have never cried before and driven me
to a point so out of my realm of experience that i had to use Your safe word- not
once, but twice. And You fed me once again...and i wish to please and amuse You
so that eating it all was vitally important . I was terrified when some
overbalanced from my face that You might take offence. Thank You for not feeling
insulted as this was not meant. Thank You also for letting me have my eyes open
and adding one more element to the degradation that You give me.
You are utterly
unique. You seem so joyous about the distress You cause. I am so overwhelmed by
Your generosity, in that the session does not end once you dismiss me. Both
times You have seen me, You have planted little time bombs that go off way after
the fact. My journey home tonight was the most humiliating, degrading and
hideous suffering that i have encountered.
Domina Nia, I
stopped to wipe my face with the snow before getting on the subway. i admit this
to You, in order that You might know the fear i felt. i checked my face in a
store window , and all looked ok. i knew that i would be carrying the smell of
You, but thought at least i might be able to look like a normal person. i got on
the very front car- having already let one train that was too full pass- and
stood in the doorway. People began to move away from me immediately, but i did
not look up, just buried my face in the newspaper.
The true horror
of my ride was revealed when i got home and ran for the bathroom( an advantage
of bad weather is that nobody asks why you run straight for the bathroom). i
closed the door and looked into the mirror and saw the extent of Your spreading.
I was mortified. Stunned. i stood staring at myself for minutes, just
repeating," Oh no", over and over. i couldn't believe that You had sent me away
in this state, that You had so completely disassembled me.
Domina, this is
truly the worse thing that has ever been visited on me by a Mistress. The entire
session was an horrific dream, but so incredibly wonderfully so. Another time
bomb...when i went to use the "white thing", my 'cunt' burned from Your
administrations ( and from the mineral ice, which, incidentally, leaked from my
'cunt' all the way home- so much so, that i had to find one of my wife's tampons
to calm the leakage).
i apologize if
this email is too long. Please let me know and i will try to be more succinct in
the future, i also apologize for the state of my 'cunt'- i was so embarrassed
that it was in such a dirty state. i have since douched again, and precious
little was in there, Domina Nia. All i can think is that You went very deep.
i hope that me
being such a big pussy was not a bore to You and that You might see me again. i
also must ask You if You mind if i use the package You sent me home with to...er,
play with?
i hope to hear
from You soon, and once again give You my immense gratitude for reducing me to
this state, reducing me to begging me in such an effortless and matter-of-fact
manner.
toilet phil
From toilet phil -#2:
Dear Domina Nia,
Thank You again
for seeing me yesterday, and for Your permission to play with the package, i had
a great deal of fun with it today and enjoyed and utilized its contents to the
maximum.
Thank You also
for the time bombs which continue to go off at completely unforseen moments.
i hope to see
You again soon.
toilet phil
From toilet phil -#3:
Dear Domina Nia,
Thank You for
seeing me again yesterday. i am sorry to have been such a big pussy, and
sincerely hope that You still managed to enjoy Yourself despite me. You are a
truly wonderful Woman and deserve much more satisfaction from Your torture than
i was able to give yesterday.
i did as you
said and waited til i was out of Your building before the first explosion
happened. While it felt wonderful to release the pressure, i was also horrified
about the journey home. The walk to the subway was tortuous accompanied by loud
gas and another smaller release. i had to leave the train twice to further expel
Your enema, and was mortified to be accosted by a neighbor on the walk home.
Last night, i finished the remains of the doggy bag, but this was much harder to
do than when You fed me. how humiliating that was. i love being a toilet to You,
Domina Nia, and wish that i could be this more often. i hope that my necessity
to leave quickly was not an insult to You, but i figure that the greater insult
would be to vacate myself in Your presence after You had told me that i wasn't
allowed to.
Domina Nia, i
hope You would still consider using me again even after my poor performance
yesterday. Thank You again for another wonderful and horrifying appointment and
especially for allowing me to inhale Your beautiful scent at such close
quarters.
toilet phil
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From slave john
My Supreme
Mistress Nia,
i hope the story
was to Your liking. The bruises and marks that you have placed upon my body are
growing uglier and uglier. my jaw developed a bruise and i am still having
trouble hearing, it is getting better. i am such a twisted fuck, i found myself
thinking about the suspension over and over.
Thank You
Supreme Mistress Nia for allowing me Your time.
slave john
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From slave "a" ( July
'05) ( see pic on "EXTREME
CORPORAL" page )
Dear Mistress Domina Nia,
It is a great honour to
appear on your web-site (slave a, July 27th); the pictures are
amazing; you are both true artists and I am extremely grateful for
your time and attention. You should see the colours now: they are
quite remarkable!!
Thank you so much for your
time; it was a pleasure to meet you;
From the
moment you came in, i was aware of the power you had; i loved your
boots. i loved the power of your whip, the pain and bite of the
cuts; my only regret is that I begged you to stop when I did... I
feel I failed you by becoming such a pussy that you agreed not to go
on longer...I love the thought of serving you more; of your
forcing me through pain to achieve ever more pleasure for my
Mistress (and anyone else you might require me to pleasure). I hope
you might ask me to see you again, in New York,
London or anywhere, and that you and my Mistress might take me,
humiliate me, own me as your possession and allow me nothing more
than to worship you fully and in complete slavery...
your humble servant, slave a.
